Post by car1raptor on Dec 11, 2012 11:19:47 GMT -5
HI, I am Carl Spencer and I am 25, when I was 13, because I am adopted I had to spend at least a day a week with my half brother as part of my adoption agreement. One day my half brother when I got into his place he told me lets watch a movie, first I thought it was just some regular movie he offered me a snack and a drink this was normal. then he seemed to com over well I was eating and put his arms around me, it made me feel weird a bit but I shrugged it off and told him to get off me. he did and walked away, he went into his room for a minute ..about 15 minutes later he came back out I was looking away at the time waiting for him to start the movie, he approched me and put his arms on me and leaned in almost forcing me down in the chair. then he hit play on the video...by now my heart was pounding and the movie started....it was gay porn, very rough stuff...everytime I looked away he made me turn my head back. i tryed closing my eyes he would push harder down till i opened my eyes.
my half brother is 300 plus lbs, he grabbed me by my shirt after the movie over I tried to fight him off to no luck I knew what was about to happen and my voice went blank I couldn't scream...he threw me on the bed stripped my clothes off and straddle my face I couldn't breath he put himself in my mouth and made me do oral on him as he did it to me...I cried.....then he got off and turned me over and anally raped me for hours then dressed me. told me not to tell anyone...he did this for years...till I turned 18 then i didnt have to see him anymore. I never told anyone till one day when I just broke down. I knew alot of friends who got raped I heard about it way to much.
years later I worked for NY DSS babysitting for a young single mom one day, her birthday her step dad brought her him carried her in the house, she looked drunk but I knew it was more then that. hours later he returns to "check in on her" I knew something wasn't right, but the baby was crying down stairs. so I went down then I started hearing banging upstairs I ran up knife in hand walked inn her room and there he was raping her...Knew I shouldn't kill him, so I ran hid in the bathroom and dialed 911 they came and he was still doing it...he was convicted for 15 years...he was 60 years old and the girls mom sided with him. she left the state a month later. The pain of all this is still with me I struggle to work, I have depression and anxiety and hemorrhoids from the rape and a lot more. MY LIFE HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER OF PAIN AND HELL. NOT TO MENTION I WAS BORN WITH EPILEPSY TO BOOT THIS IS MY STORY.
my half brother is 300 plus lbs, he grabbed me by my shirt after the movie over I tried to fight him off to no luck I knew what was about to happen and my voice went blank I couldn't scream...he threw me on the bed stripped my clothes off and straddle my face I couldn't breath he put himself in my mouth and made me do oral on him as he did it to me...I cried.....then he got off and turned me over and anally raped me for hours then dressed me. told me not to tell anyone...he did this for years...till I turned 18 then i didnt have to see him anymore. I never told anyone till one day when I just broke down. I knew alot of friends who got raped I heard about it way to much.
years later I worked for NY DSS babysitting for a young single mom one day, her birthday her step dad brought her him carried her in the house, she looked drunk but I knew it was more then that. hours later he returns to "check in on her" I knew something wasn't right, but the baby was crying down stairs. so I went down then I started hearing banging upstairs I ran up knife in hand walked inn her room and there he was raping her...Knew I shouldn't kill him, so I ran hid in the bathroom and dialed 911 they came and he was still doing it...he was convicted for 15 years...he was 60 years old and the girls mom sided with him. she left the state a month later. The pain of all this is still with me I struggle to work, I have depression and anxiety and hemorrhoids from the rape and a lot more. MY LIFE HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER OF PAIN AND HELL. NOT TO MENTION I WAS BORN WITH EPILEPSY TO BOOT THIS IS MY STORY.